One of those moments.

Those horrible times, when you are in complete madness, those moments where you can't trust no one, literally no one... the greatest person in your life you're screaming from your deepest you need to talk to him, but when ever he tries to touch you, you only push away. Why? is it that you can't trust no one, even that you know that you can blindly trust? Is it because you don't wanna hurt him, even that you are starving for a soft touch, but you can't be good you try hard to act good but you can't. Even you do not have the answer for those questions. You open your mouth to say a nice word but here it is a hurtful one slips out of your lips.

How fool you look in your own eyes, how you wonder why you act this way, how powerless you feel... It only makes things worse cause you try to analyze what's happening. it's nothing of normal, you are so powerful to be in this situation, you have so much to pick you up from the worse of what can happen...

Stop such analyzes have a rest, and just deliver to the free love you are offered, it's the only way to get you back on the right track. Remember you are human but you are powerful, you are human and darkness will find it's way to surround your heart and eyes no matter how you grow stronger it will keep reaching you, but the difference is that you develop well to understand it, to read that it is not the truth it is only a fog it is only a fake situation that life forces you into it to remind you of some stuff that only you know what it is.
Get back on your feet take a breath, wear your smile and hug your loved ones, cause love works out of such  logic it's power is divine.