Free fall

I have deep feeling that I trust so much...
In fact it is much more than a feeling, it is a philosophy coming out from experience, but the process is too hard to be explained...
I say humanity is a Phoenix, a Phoenix should burn to death so it raises again, and his death is so peaceful and here the word death is not dramatic as we know it but it is a kind of beauty...
This Phoenix has decided not to go in death and decided to struggle and fight against his cycle of life. This Phoenix decided to ignore that he is immortal only because he is mortal, so the Phoenix of humanity once decided to defy this, he felt so mighty and strong but his flame is becoming so dull, he knows deep inside that he should allow him self to die to get rid of all this shit that is stuffing his shining flame, but he can't anymore he is now a cowered out of his routine, now he is afraid from what he knows is the reason of his beauty and freedom, he does not dare to get back to ash so he rises again brighter than ever.
Humanity should be left in free fall. For the believers it should only be left to the hands of God, and we should trust this free fall, it will be filled with terror but no one should ever try to stop it. No governments should be kept, no kind of security and armed people should be left... All kind of force of regulation should be stopped, this will create a big mess that through it will shine the truth and life of humanity... We should all know that we do not own the nature or anything else in this universe we are only a part of it so we shall be in harmony with it and work for it's good... During all this time no one will be forced to be good, no crime will be punished from any legal side and during this we shall all teach our kids that love is a priority (and maybe not even teach them this), love of other humans and of nature... No one is allowed to force anything on the other or to act with superiority to an other, and each one should know that he is so especial and unique among all others.
Since I know how hard it is to let the Phoenix of humanity go into his cycle of life in such a way... I invite each one of you to close his eyes and let him self into this... Live this experience alone and it will make you a different person for a new humanity.

seemed like shining from inside

One day I woke up, my eyes were open wild and a mood so messed up... I am not sure if eyes were open or not.
Didn't know what was there, but it was the shadow of an ab-natural disease.
My heart desperately trying to beat, all in-vain... My brain overheated because of over-consumption without any result. Decision is taken, it is the end of days, let me relax and admire what passed, let me relax and sleep. The last beat of my heart, my eyes desperately trying not to move away from the beauty on the horizon, but brain gave it's orders no need to live in torture just to admire what can't be reached, fortune that lays at the end of the world... All is dark now, it is death, shutdown process has started.
Is it really death? Weird but it appears as it is some kind of rest; the chains has loosen and the heart  managed to give one more beat that held a short message to brain saying "dream". This word provoked the brain, it allowed the heart to pronounce few more words that said "you left me the past days without a dream, you caused me the worst torture, dream my dear"
"I am tired, we have dreamed and seen dreams crashing underneath of reality, logic has became a heavy load that we must surrender to..." replied.
I am such a stubborn, in this case my heart is more stubborn than logic and this is what to love. Chains are loose now; the heart had already beaten again, he won't stop nor surrender to mind decision. Dreams has flown again through the veins to fill all the body with fresh power again, at first step it is never important what you can realize, dreams are sufficient to boost enough energy to face all and dance long.
It is then where the light of the horizon seemed like shining from inside me, my eyes are not anymore consuming the beauty of the far horizon; instead it became a new horizon shining and admired by others.

Strings not chains

I see puppets controlling puppets.
I see people willingly attaching their self to the strings of the puppet master... Who him self is a puppet.
I see free men walking, and puppets running begging to be controlled and put the strings into their hands... But a man frees his self and frees them from him, he cuts all strings attached to him for those will transform into chains controlling his actions.
At that time they run and attach their self to other puppets...

Shedding skin

Our self should die, and we have to bury it.
An old self becomes too heavy to carry.

Allergic

In a hospital for people allergic to strawberry, it was not allowed even to enter strawberry to the hospital so it won't be someone who eats it by mistake.
One day the window cleaner who lives there and never goes out wanted to eat strawberry. That guy said to the first patient don't u know how beautiful is the color of strawberry? And he said to the second how beautiful it is the touch of strawberry... And told to the third that strawberry has a lot of health benefits.... Convinced the forth that having strawberry is a right... And so on...
At the end of the day the window cleaner stood and shouted high "We Want Strawberry" and all the patients in the hospital stood and scream "We Want Strawberry"
Then the window cleaner stood and shouted "We won't have our medicine till we get strawberry" and the echo of his words were heard all over the hospital, the walls has shaken, yes strawberry is a need and a must to be brought to that hospital.
The second day a big truck of strawberry was brought to the hospital, every one had his share and hidden it well, every one was smiling, the window cleaner enjoyed the taste, and the patients enjoyed victory... Few days later a rotten odor was all over the place.

You care?

It is well known that all Lebanese are into politics, I see many youth who do really commit to working and volunteer to support and advertise for the political parties, All are fascinated by the brilliant slogans that "leaders" come out with...
In fact this makes me happy, to see youth really interested and caring. At first impression I see hope in the future, a good change a fresh blood.
But I stand for a second and admire, at that moment sadness surrounds my heart. Youth you are the creative, you are the fresh, you are the majority, you are the consumers, you are the creators, you are the power. You are the ones who are supposed to be free from the prejudgement.
Our ancestors gave us a lot of concepts to work on, and gave us a great Identity that managed to save us from the worse cases, our old history is a good package, our new history is kept in the fog for the benefit of many who are preparing for us the darkest conspiracies, and worse they work to put our old history in doubt and questioning.

I would like to give an opinion about this. Be conceptual and not sheep, see the big image and be honest to your self. When you got involved in the political life, you got there for change, but how sad I feel when I see you all going like sheep. You got committed to a party (I hope to a party and not a leader) because the leader of the party said he wants freedom, he wants prosperity, life,  equality.
That is awesome but later on you accept all the excuses given to you, that prevents this innocent (ironic) guy from accomplishing those goals...
Come on, the lie is so clear, too bad I won't get into examples cause examples will ruin my article, yes it will ruin it cause once I include a name in the article the followers of that person will concern this hall article as a conspiracy against them...
I address my word to all youth, those who I agree to their opinion, and to those who I don't. We are all in the same lie, either you are right in my opinion or not, learn to be free, work for the concept that is given to you and not for the person who is giving it, learn to think to your self and not to what the media gives to you.

When we were younger we learned that the media is the fifth authority in the political life, but this is a lie, in this case I am talking about the media all around the world not only the Lebanese ones. It is all oriented media. Media became a tool for the war and not a mirror of truth, yes too bad this is our situation now. What a situation if you do not check the media you are uninformed and if you check it you are misinformed, so know how to read it.

Youth go outside, there is people who are right and others who are not, this is true. But there is you who want what is right and many of you in the opposing sectors who agree to the same goal, how funny is that? Get involved in your parties who ever are those parties but there you are, a huge responsibility is up on your shoulders once you are in, you will have to fight the greatest wars of your life, you will have it against the people who are on the same side of you, yes there where the real war is, cause it is them who keeps you away from accomplishing your goal, educate your self from life, read different books and do not make prejudgements but be careful, calm, open and patient. Work on changing your environment so it suits the goals that you are aiming too, cause if it is not there where change starts then change will never happen, if you seek honesty in governments you got to have well trained honest humans, cause only them can get you closer to your goal, and this does not happen in short time, it is a life time strategy.

Going with the system and implementing change inside it, is like getting in an old building putting bombs on it roots, so you put it down and make a new one instead.

Shouting to the system from the outside is like having an AK47 and shooting on a well defended building.

Getting in the system and simply be happy to have a room in there, will get you dead because of the rotten smell that is now in there.

Sleeping outside the system and not acting, it is like sleeping between two houses where the neighbors throws shits on each other.

Change is not impossible, it is possible, it is the life, but the trick is that it goes slowly.

At the end you have to ask your self:
- Do I care?
- Do I dare?
- Am I up to change?
- Am I young?
- Am I alive?
- Do I have an open philosophy in life?
- Do I have a free mind and an honest heart?
- Am I ready to get into the greatest wars in life?
- Can I see the truth in the eyes of my opponent?

Or:
- am I a sheep?
- Did they fill my heart with shit?
- Did they put chains around my mind?
- Is prejudgement ruling my interaction with others?
- Do I immediately consider my enemy as the extreme lie?

Break the Chains

While this world is struggling to break his chains, I feel that things are going against my believes of freedom and this frightens me... Not to force my thoughts on any one else but I have my word to say:

Dear youth and comrades looking for freedom, break all chains but remember that morals, love and respect of others, commitment to families nature and some social traditions are part of the freedom the beauty of diversity, personal Identity and Distinction.
Breaking it is like brain and heart signing divorce while the soul witnessing on it.

Stand

For more photos

I have this love for taking a photo of a tree standing there by it self, maybe in the middle of nature but simply stands a bit away, or in a city standing alone with all of the cement around...
The first case represents for me the ability to stand out of the crowed, it still there in her place at home humble and in harmony with others, but still it has it's own personality that is fully clear, if you stay in her shadow you still can see all of the entourage without having the crowed blocking your view.
The second case is about resisting, the tree is still standing even that others has been killed, it still there not willing to move not accepting to die. The tree is challenging everything, they couldn't kill it so they try to modify it's surrounding maybe she falls with time, but it still stands cause it has a cause, it will remind us that this earth belong the the nature not to the cement.

Slavery

I had friends from all over the world, and met enough people to come to a conclusion.
We have created our own chains, and put our societies into a closed circle of slavery that includes every one without any exception.

what worse slavery we have now than
That we live in the illusion that we need lots of money to make something with our lives

That we have to beat nature instead of being in harmony with it

That instead of living in peace and calm, we have to live our life as on a race arena
That we have to change the world instead of changing our self.
That we have to judge others instead of loving them and helping them to be the good people they want to be deep inside the shadows of their hearts.

I noticed that we all do mistakes, and instead of fixing it we go and create laws to make the mistakes legal, this is what we spend most of our lives doing.

We keep falling in the same mistake and make our life miserable because we forget this.